I never knew how much I appreciated "normal".
We had Casey's funeral on August 5th, in California.
(Me with all my siblings and my Dad)It was therapeutic to see family, and to have closure to this tragedy.
On the way up from California, we spent a couple days at the Belagio in Las Vegas, to celebrate our anniversary (a little early).When we got back home, we visited with my Brother-in-Law, who was in town...
Then we celebrated our actual anniversary...And then we spent the week with my nephew, Caleb, who came up to visit after his father's funeral.
Busy. Busy. Busy.
This past week I've finally felt like life has slowly returned to normal.
I've cooked, and cleaned, and simply laid in bed and watched TV. Because I could.
During the past (crazy) month, I took a vaca from my diet. It was kinda annoying to me that amidst all the craziness of finding my brother, and making funeral arrangements, I was still obsessed with calories, and losing weight. I mean, seriously? I had just lost my brother, and the majority of my thoughts were still on, "I wonder how many calories are really in that donut?" I just wanted to take a break from it all. There is more to life then just calories and pant sizes.
And when I say vaca, I mean like no healthy thoughts entered my mind. I wasn't even trying to have the "balance" that I believe so strongly in.
Since Monday, I have been slowly trying to work in things like fruits and veggies...and things of the non-fried variety. Oh and water. Hello water! My body seriously did miss you. I still need to get my chunky butt back to the gym, and I am still horrified to step on the scale. I'm guessing I gained a good 10 pounds during my month long vaca.
It is good to be back to my :Deliciously Healthy life, and to bloggin' all about it.
THANK YOU for all of your support!
I heart you more then chocolate.
7 comments:
Missed ya! Hope things get a little easier for you in the coming months.
I missed your post before and I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Looks like it was a beautiful ceremony though. I think it's good you took sometime to just focus on your family and not necessary calories! Good luck to being back to deliciously healthy!!
I have so missed your posts! I am so sorry about your brother...glad life is getting back to normal... or at least somewhat normal!
Hugs!
I have thought about you so often. Be kind to yourself as you move back into every day normal life.
I'm so glad to hear that your life is returning to some semblance of normalcy. I know how difficult it can be to get back to living after suffering such an unexpected and tragic loss. It's great to have you back!!!
I'm sorry to hear about the tragedy you and your family had to go through. It's hard to find balance in all the craziness and find "normal" - TIME.
I'm really glad you're back and you're posting again - I enjoy reading and responding to them.
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